That guy over there is Trevor Roger Dimitri Cortez. And he is my bestfriend. We haven't met each other personally, kinda weird yes? But I could prove to all of you who're reading this that we really are bestfriends. For me, a bestfriend is someone who'll be there for you, someone who won't get tired of all your drama and crap, someone who you could run to when you feel like the weight of the earth's pouring down on you,someone you could call and cry to without getting annoyed, someone who won't hate you even if he knows your worst attitudes and gross-est habits, someone who'd tell you what you're supposed to hear even if it's gonna hurt you 'coz he knows you have to and he cares--He won't tolerate your wrong doings just because he's your 'friend'. GUESS WHAT?HE WAS ALL THAT. He was always open. He never judged me by the mistakes I comitted. He tells me everything I have to hear even if it's gonna hurt a bit 'cos he cares. He doesn't tolerate my wrongdoings just because he's my bestfriend. He listens to me - EVEN IF THERE ARE A THOUSAND THINGS HE COULD'VE BEEN DOING THAT CERTAIN TIME. He's always willing to take my crap.
Once, I was suffering from a break-up, he was the one I called. I told him everything, the whole story. HE WAS NOT THE FIRST PERSON I TALKED TO BUT HE SURE AS HELL WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO OPEN UP MY EYES. He made me realize that there really are plenty of fish in the sea. That I deserved someone better and that he was never the best for me. Truth is, I may not have gotten over the break up if it wasn't for him. I heard him say words I never thought he'd say. I never thought he cared for me that much. It didn't end there, occasionally, he'd send me offline messages saying 'Uy, Ingat ka ha. Babalik yan. Miss ko na kakulitan mo' and things like that. I am lucky to have a friend like him. or should i say...a brother :)
This afternoon, he told me something that made me break down into tears. He said that he'd be leaving next month for US. He told me the reasons and one of them made me cry even more.
I'd rather not mention it but it's something you never knew that happens in real life.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:03:55 PM): Tapos...
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:04 PM): Gusto ko sana kitain kayong lahat.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:13 PM): Basta, lahat kayo.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:17 PM): Si Bea, Ikaw... ganun.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:31 PM): The deal is, I'm confined till the flight.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:36 PM): Confined in this house.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:44 PM): At bantay sarado na kami ng tatay ko.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:53 PM): Gustong-gusto kong gawin, makita si *****.
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:04:56 PM): Kasi, alam mo yun?
Trevs Cortez (5/8/2010 2:05:00 PM): UTAK KO PUNO NG *****.
Upon reading those words , I felt his pain. I knew how hard it was to want to see someone so bad and yet you can't do anything. He told me the reason why he was confined. He did something that angered his dad. And HE DID IT FOR LOVE. Shit lang. That's one lucky girl right there.
